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we said we were going to play, and do eachother's hair. we were gonna get thorough this life. together thats only fair. we told eachother secrets, the ones that could never be told. and we trusted eachother fully. we were two pieces of a whole she told me how life sucked. and how she wated to die. but we both agreed it was too scary. we had too much to live for thats why. she told me how much she wanted to tryyy drugs. but not get addicted, but just to see if it relieves pain. like the way people said it did. she bought knew shoes. and got a new hair style. and did everything that humans thought were worth while. its funny how things just fly right by. not telling you to say your fare-wells. its funny how people dont know her. yet somehow they can sort of tell... the pain that some of us are feeling.
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[31 Oct 2004|11:00pm] |
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:\ man. were kids. why do we need feelings?
it just gives us stress and screws us up when were older
sigh. why doesnt anyone notice these things.
i doubt its that hard to notice when someone is depressed out of their skulls
i wanna jab my head on a wall. and pass out
lol- maybe that could be my "high"
cynical lovers@ aim.com
dit to the O.
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[23 Sep 2004|05:34pm] |
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im gunna do a lj cut later.
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| ootie was here. |
[13 Aug 2004|12:59pm] |
jackie im done with your layout.
you might wanna delete that entry with the bad pictures. k?
tell me when u need anything else.
<3 ooti
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[06 Aug 2004|11:07pm] |
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I WISH I WAS THREE...
AND CAREFREE!
bye bye beautiful<3
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[31 Jul 2004|05:13pm] |
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see! this is what happends when ure bored. -__-! darnit. i have no life. :( "sigh"
My name is: Jacktizzle.
All I need is: music.
Love is: weirdddd!! haha
If I could see one person right now: hmmm...my uncle john. :)
~Have you ever~
Been in love: no!! im 13! blahhh
Drank alcohol: yeah. >.<
Lied: sadly...
~This or That~
Coke or Pepsi: COKE!!! cafeen is my life.
Flowers or candy: candyyy
Tall or short: for me?? tall. :D
Lust or love: neither.
Sunrise or sunset: Sunset
Rap or punk rock: punk rock? haha i prefer oldies the most tho! :D tom jones rocks my gosh darn socks!
Staying up late or waking up early: staying up late
Water or soda: Soda
Tall or short of the opposite sex: talll!!!!! TALL TALL TALL TALL TALLL!!!
Having 10 aquaintances or 1 best friend: truthfully...10 aqaintances.
Sun or rain: rainnnn
Vanilla or chocolate ice cream: COFFEEE!!
Boys or girls: both.
~With the opposite sex~
What do you notice first: everyone lies on this one..but ill be truthful..so i say looks! thats seriously the first thing you SEEEEEEE first. right??
Last person you slow danced with: hmm salina? haha long story. -_-
Worst thing to say:ure fattt!!!! and ugly haha..oh and you smell..like poo! hehe
Makes you laugh the most: when i see them cry. hahahahhah
Give you a funny feeling when you see them:what?
Has a crush on you: uhh no one? haha
Easier to talk to - boys or girls: both.
~Do you ever~
Sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to IM you: >.< hehe
Save AOL/ AIM conversations: no.
Cried because of someone saying something about you:no. i dont care what people think about mee so HA!!! :P
~Have you ever~
Fallen for 1 of your best friends: nope.
Used someone: yeah -_- but im not proud of it.
Been cheated on:?
Done something you regreted: nope.
~Who was the last person..~
You talked to: uhhh my sister.
You Hugged: my friend. tesia
You instant messaged: daniel iwaoooo
You laughed with:sister and tesia.
~Do you...~
Color your hair: yea..just did todayy.
Ever get off the damn computer: haha no.
Habla espanol: si, yo ahbla espanol pokito. :D
~Have you/Do you/Are you~
Obsessive: no not really.
How many ppls are on your buddylist: uhh 200. but most of them i dont talk to.. have to erase some..
What's your favorite food: uhh soon doo booO!!!! :D and pho sometimes..
What's your favorite fruit: peaches, oranges, and uhhh watermelons.
Drink alchohol: no..rarely.
Like watching sunrises or sunsets: no hahah those are for either really romantic people, or for people who have no lives what so everrrrr.
Physical or emotional pain: ehh..both sometimes =T
~Final Questions!~
I want: have magical powers.
I wish: i can have magical powers haha
love: uhh what?
I miss: my friends.
I fear: death.
I wonder: if i can be cool..haha not like i can be any cooler. >.<
~Would you rather..~
Pierce your nose or tongue: tounge derrrrrrr.
Be serious or be funny: funny :D
Drink whole or skim milk: any kinds fine..i love milk :)
~Answer Truthfully~
Do you have a crush: sorta -___-
Who is it:pshhh!! like im gunna put it on here..dumb ass.
~Miscellaneous~
What is your biggest fear in the world: death.
Kids or no kids: many kids!! at least 6!! I LOVE BIG FAMILIES. =]
Cat or dog: catdogs.
Half empty or half full: half full! think positivee!
Newspaper or magazine: both. :D
Sandals or sneakers: Sneakers
Happy and poor or sad and rich: happy and poor.
Singing or dancing: doing both at the same timeee hahah!
Hugging or kissing: cuddling! in the movies!! haha sorrie.i forgot..that only happends in movies -_-
Happy or sad: happy.
Blondes or brunettes: both :) i love everyone.
~Tell us about you~
What time is it: 5:30 pm
Full name: Jactizzle my nizzle :)
Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake: 13
Date that you blew them out: may 1st.
Pets: Bobbie (my dog) and fishy ( my fish) arent i so creative?!
Height: 5' 2" i think...unless i grew..which would be great :D
Eye color: dark dark dark. brown haha im asain!!
Hair color: (natrually dark dark brown) but i died it today..so its pitch blackk.. :D
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[23 Jul 2004|11:10pm] |
ernies right
Go get your gun because god wont show... -_-
i quit. no more lj.
not lie you care. haha yeah kay bye.
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[14 Jul 2004|12:07pm] |
summer suckssss!!! its so freaking boring and my moms sending me to this crap study thing..I GET GOOD GRADESSS DAMMIT!!!!!! :( i hate this crap..and my tummy hurts like a mother. i have cancer so..yeah..the doctor said i only have like 1 year to live..
im pissed at this person...and i hate my parents..they suck monkeys balls mann..
i want kvinne to come backk..i miss her soo......i hope shes the last person i see until i die.
bye everyone...this is the last you will hear of me...cause im gunna kill myself now. who would wanna fucking die of cancer?!? :) bye
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[11 Jul 2004|01:49pm] |
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i love _________________, better then ice cream, and ice cream is very gooooooood!
fill in the blank
im sooooo happyyyy!!!!! weeeeha!. haha i cant wait untill uhhhhh august 6th?? or 9th?? cuz my favorite asain and i are gunna chillL!!!!!!! naaaa'meannnn?? woot.
hells to the yeeeeee.
haha yeah we're gunna have hella fun..cuz like man....we are too cool for schooolll!!!
blah.speaking of school..i miss it...:( poo o welps. haha OH MAN GEUSS WHAT?!?!!
you: WHAT?!
me: I GOT A DIGITAL CAMERA!!!! :O
yes yes i did. jackie pak the poor hobo did!
weeeee now all i need to know is hot to do an lj cut thigny..someone wanna be my teacher for lj? a penny per lesson thingy :-D weeee haha okay..uhh yeah...just uhhhmmm stay chill..and eat poo!! <3333333
haha sorrie for the boring entry.. -___-" BYEEEE :]
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[10 Jul 2004|06:20pm] |
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man o man.. im so scared. i saw gothica! woahhhhhh i cant sleep anymore. and im cold. -__- poor me. im bored. i need to go out and yeahhh go out. with people..like you. and do fun stuff. like hang out. -_- brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
lets be friends. wait a minute..how do you make a friends only thingy?? hmmmmmmm...
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i am a person living a life of shame
trying to survive in a world filled with pain
i am a daughter hiding my depression
i am a sister tryin to make a good impression
i am a friend acting like im fine
i am a wisher wishing this life wasnt mine
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[30 Jun 2004|10:45am] |
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Name : Jacqueline
Do you like it? no
Nicknames : jackie, Jack
Screen names : OoJackiYoO
Age : 13
Birthday : may 1th, 1991
Sign : taurus
Location : culver city
School : culver city middle school
Status : single
Crush : maybe.. O_O
Virgin? yes
Natural hair color : dark brown =)
Current hair color : dark brown
Eye color :dark brown haha everythings dark brown =)
Height : 5'3 nigga!!!!!
Shoe size : not sure. :/ but its pretty big
Family :
Parents : Jennifer and Greg
Siblings : JESS NO MESS! <3.. and grace<3
Live with : 4 people. and 2 invisible dogs.
Favorite relative : uncle john..and cousins...hehe i love everyone!
Favorites :
Number : 4 5 7
Color : orange and brown
Day : mondays B]
Month : MAYYYY!!!
Song : my vouice in the shower..heh heh heh
Movie : manyyyy
Food : YOUR FLESH!!!
Band : uhhhhhhhhh......no comment. =)
Season : winter
Sport : swimming surfing basketball football soccer hockey polo!!!
Class : history..and PE if it counts heh.
Teacher : Mr sdkjghdkjghasrkjghasklrjbhatekh
Drink : coke and coffeeeeeee
Veggie : green beans and potatoes yummmmm
TV Show : viva la bam!!!
Radio Station : radio sucks butt!
Store : urban outfitters, american eagle, and abrecrombie
Word : OINTMENT!!
Animal : puppies..and naked mole rats! heh heh heh
Flower : carnations. and daisies..and lillies! and roses! hehe
State : california
This or that :
Me/You: you
Coke/pepsi : coke
Day/night : day
Aol/aim : aim
Cd/cassette : cd
Dvd/vhs : dvd
Jeans/khakis : jeans
Car/truck : truck bay bay...
Tall/short : short ;] sometimes
Lunch/dinner : dinner
Gap/Old Navy : old navy
Lipstick/Lipgloss : lip gloss
Silver/Gold : silver
Alcohol/Weed : weed hehe not that ive tried it..i just like the word. =D
Love and Relationships :
Do you have a bf/gf: no
Do you have a crush? maybe..O_O
How long have you liked him/her? uhhhhhhhhh yearssss? haha
Why do you like this person? he's mean. and hes gay..haha i like weird guys.
If you're single... why are you single? cuz boys suck a**
How long was your longest relationship? -
How long was your shortest relationship? -
Who was your first love? uhmmmmmmm _____________
What do you miss about them? i dont..they suck butt!
The past :
What is the one thing you would change about your past? uhhh nothing =)
Last thing you heard : a korean person going OoOoO
Last thing you saw : Jessicas hand =)
Last thing you said : last thing you said haha
Who is the last person you saw? Jess
Who is the last person you kissed? my cousin
Who is the last person you hugged? mommy
Who is the last person you fought with? baby cousin..HES SO MEAN!!
Who is the last person you were on the phone with? jojo
What is the last TV show you saw? quintuplets
What is the last song you heard? that coke commercial song.."you cant always get what you wanttt"
The present :
What are you wearing? boxers and a shirt.
What are you doing? chatting, and this.
Who are you talking to? matt and jess
What song are you listening to? none
Where are you? my moms room
Are you online? no im not..thats how im writing this. __-
How are you feeling? HAPPYY!!! and my butt hurts like a MOTHER!
Are you in a chatroom? no
Future :
What day is it tomorrow? Thursday
What are you going to do after this? play tetris
What do you wanna be? For a career? your moms mom
Where will you be in 25 years? wherever life leads me
Have you ever :
Drank? alcohol? haha yeah my grandpa gave it to me
Smoked? uhh no.
Had sex? oh god no
Stolen? maybe hehe
Done anything illegal? yeah haha
Wanted to die? maybe once or twice..
Hit someone? yeah haha
Other :
Do you write in cursive or print? print
Are you a lefty or a righty? righty
What is your sexual preference? guys haha
What piercings do you have? two on each ear
Any tattoos? nope
Do you drive? not now. haha
Do you have glasses or braces? no but i want both haha
Physical appearance :
What do you most like about your body? nothing
And least? everything
How many fillings do you have? uhhh 1000000000000000000000000000000000
Do you think you're good looking? no
Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking? no
Do you look like any celebrities? no
Fashion :
Do you wear a watch? yeah
How many coats and jackets do you own? 1 billion
Favorite pants/skirt color? i like all my clothes.
Most expensive item of clothing? uhhhh my A&F stuff.
Most treasured? my vans haha
What kind of shoes do you wear? orange vans,
Describe your style in one word : colorful?? haha
today was crap. i hung out with my sisters friends and jo.
matt= funny fellow. but im scared of him...he made me break the lawwww!! YOU OWE ME HOT CHEETOES BUDDY! MY SISTER ATE THEM ALL!
kevin= weirdOOOOO time waister ahah but hes still chill
JESS= lovely sexy dark chocolate NIGGAAA!!1
jo= hahahahahhahaha<3 cooliossssssss
Me= the coolest of all..jk. i suck.
BYE YALL GO DIE<3
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[27 Jun 2004|07:00am] |
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har har im so happy..-__- on july 3rd im going to san francisco..and then im coming back on the 10..but toobad i cant go to whittle..i really wanna go..hmm we'll see what happends..haha and thennnnnn...my sister and her friends are taking me to el porto or something and teaching me how to surf! moohahahha..im gonna turn pro!!! =) haha yeah right..and then..im flying to miami and taking a cruz to the bahamas from there.. :D im so excited..and then for the rest of the summer is tv, surfing, aim, and sleep.haha no more eating!!! =) well yeah i grew an inch..so now im 5'3...im happy..hehe...well...im thinking about quiting lj..to big of a hassle to updat..and no one leaves comments anyways..so yeah..haha OH YEAH! i made up with roy and eujin sorta..aww they're so cute cousins that are best friends..hehe..wow..i cant stand my cousins..except for josh elain, daniel, bryan blah blah blah..sctually i love all of them..hehe well..yeah..im gonna go and stare into space now..so toodles! =)
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[22 Jun 2004|12:08pm] |
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poop. i want an icon. -___- errf im bored..summer stinks like butt on a stick! i cant believe im gonna say this, i miss school!!!! i misssss teeachers!!! i miissss lunch!! =( i miss it all..yes yes..even dionne and morris. *sigh* im bored.and no one wants to hang out, well.IF anyone wants to hang out..hehe call me?? please?? oh man that makes me sound so desperate....well...i am. haha yeah hmm whats new?? uhh i get the hand of ljs now..=) its getting kinda fun..at least its better then xanga..sorrie xanga..its true...=) hehe and uhmm oyeah! i dont hate anyone anymore. im happy. =D im a non hating person cuz hating poeple is bad..oh so very bad. so dont hate people. =) and uhmmmm oh yeah i love SHAWNA and CAMMY..cuz they are like oh so totally freak me out cool! MOO HAHAH! and uhmm.oh yeah i love you too! and you, and you! oh yeah and YOU! ugh see how bored i am..help!!this is no fair....whil everyone else is having fun out there im stuck here..with my sister..and yeah..oh yeahhh someone stole my doggies too! they're gone...for good! doesnt that suck?? haha i actually cried..it was pretty funny..but yeah..hmmm.im bored..i need someone to annoy..watch out..im looking for you!!!
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[13 Jun 2004|10:12am] |
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BUBBLY TOES!-jack johnson. |
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hello everyone. this journal is so..not-known. its kinda sad..but anyways.. thanks to sara and briony<3 everything is under control! woo thank gooooooodness..anyways. yeah..i feel crappy. i hate ________ and ___________ with a passion! errrk. well..uhmmm yeah..im like...feeling weird..soi think ill just post pictures that i have.. =)
wait no. nevermind..my computers being a butt..ill do it next time..ugh...i dont know why..but i feel so retarded..."maybe cuz you areee" no im sure im not. -_____-x
IVE GONE PARANOID! i cant sleep or eat..or stay in the dark for a long period of time alone..i cant think..and if i do..i think about the world ending...orks are comming to get me!!!!!!!!..see now i have to fight in war and DIEEEEE!!! ugh...ANDDDDDD i have athsma..i think. oh yeah..and i have cancer..in my heart..so im gonna die soon..well..lets just say if the orks dont kill me..then cancer will... =(.
im sad..i miss the happy me. i changed a lot. and its not cool.
i feel emo! GO AWAY EMO FEELING!!! "nooooo idont wanna" says emo. errk so what i deal with EVRYDAY!! =( help? somebody? anybody?
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